My Everest is to beat my anxiety disorder. My dream is to drive to a store or anywhere without thought or fear. I am close to being housebound and panic when I drive or even riding in a car. It wasn't always this way. This disorder came on suddenly 6 years ago and has been devastating. I am going to drive each day even if it's down the block and the next day, go a block further until I kick this anxiety! I need to improve my quality of life and not depend on anyone else which is easier to do than to face my fears. I did see a therapist for a time and seemed to be on the right track until I could no longer afford the co pay to continue. If I win, I will be able to pay for the help I need and conquer this debilitating disorder. So many have the same problem but are in the closet. I'd like to write a book with some of the money to help others at least take the first step to live their lives to the fullest.